I was asked the other day how hard it is to get over the disappointment of loosing a match in competition.
If my primary motivation were to never loose, I would be devastated and it would crush me. However, this is not my motivation to compete.
My goal, from the first day I stepped foot into my school, has been to challenge myself. I want to see what I can do when I push myself. The only time I am disappointed is if I give up.
I have done it. I’m not proud of that, but I have given up in the middle of a match before.
In the last year, I have been finding my backbone. My mantra before I step on the mats has been “No matter what, I will not quit.” – it seems to be working!
On to Worlds now!