^{Note: 4 week healed incision photos in this post!} Well, I made it to that first milestone marker that my surgeon laid out for me! He said the first 4 weeks would be the most restrictive on crutches (50% weight bearing), no hip flexion past 90 degrees, no external rotation of the hip, no isolated activation of hip flexors, and no crossing the midline with my leg.

That said, I’m not going to suddenly drop the crutches and do all the things I wasn’t allowed to do for the past month. From reading and researching post-op issues, it seems to me the common thread for setbacks when you’ve had a well-executed surgery, is that people start feeling really good and then push forward too quickly. This inflames the soft tissue around the joint that is trying to recover from the trauma of the surgery. The hip flexor in particular is the main culprit for this sort of complication and I’ve been very careful to not put extra strain on it over the past month – especially taking note of where my surgeon had to make his main usage entry portal as you can see in the photo below.

Thankfully I have a very experienced physical therapist who told me yesterday that her plan for getting me off crutches is gonna be a gradual process. I will start with weight bearing exercises this coming Monday and we will just take it one session at a time – not in a rush at all. At least with the crutches I look like a stereotypical injured black belt sitting on the sidelines during Jiu Jitsu training sessions – without them I’ll just look like some lazy rando creeping on class. I’ll have to break out my cool cane or something later to balance it out.

As you can see from the photo above, I was able to remove the steri-strips finally. I have always had some minor issues with delayed wound healing, most likely from my hypermobility. I’m starting to get some more sensation back in the area and have started some light scar tissue mobilization work on the two smaller incision areas as well as some lymphatic work to help with circulation. The larger incision is not healed enough for even light scar tissue mobilization – it needs the stability right now to continue to heal the surface skin layer. I look forward to working on it when it’s ready because I can feel the scar tissue below it pulling a bit already. My decade+ of Myofascial massage specialty is paying off for myself!

Additionally in PT this week my therapist added straight leg bridges with my heels dug into a large physio ball, and my physio ball crunches got a crunch “up” variation added on as well for more core activation. Those ones are super fun! She also did some light manual release work on my glutes and hamstrings for the first time this week as well in addition to the usual quad/IT band release and passive range of motion work. In total my PT sessions are tipping over an hour in time now and I’m not even adding in the Game Ready ice therapy option yet (let’s see how weight bearing goes next week!)

I have worked from home this entire week, which has definitely been very beneficial for my hip recovery! I was also picked up twice to pop by the bjj academy for an evening class for some enrichment time as well.

Next week I do plan on returning to the office for a couple of days if my hip allows. This time I plan to use the couch either in our office, or in the bjj academy next door in order to keep myself stretched out as much as possible and avoid the pinchy issue I had last week. I’m still planning for PT days to be work from home days though since it takes up a decent chunk of time and then wears me out. I will play by ear with my plan however – if weight bearing training makes me feel sore and I feel like I need to sit on my ice machine at home I’ll do that instead. I am very fortunate to have a supportive work environment, as well as a job that CAN be done remotely.

Thoughts on Returning to Training

I’ve been chatting a bit with several people who are in various phases of injury recovery and rehab and there’s a common thread among everyone of being nervous about getting back to training and having to start over because you suck now. And it’s gonna be true for a while. Depending on how long you are out, you lose your reflexes. Depending on what sort of injury and/or surgery you had you may have to re-learn how to move certain body parts completely.

I say embrace the suck. Let go of the feeling of having to measure up right away, and just enjoy the fact that you are able to train again. You will eventually surpass where you were previously but why frustrate yourself during that process? Yes, always strive to improve every day, but in order to improve you need to accept what your current state of being is. And the state of being when coming back from an injury is – it sucks.

I’m gonna lean into it when I’m allowed to train again. I’ll work my bad side (since my dominant side was my operated side anyhow!) I’ll practice the techniques I never thought I could make work – the 12 yr old labrum tear and subsequent joint instability was likely causing a movement deficiency and I want to see what I can actually do when I’m not having to compensate for it. I’m gonna think of myself as starting Jiu Jitsu all over again and just see where it takes me when the “the suck” passes.